The funny thing about it all is that it is not just my fitness that is suffering in this loss of motivation. It is everything in my life. I don't want to work, I don't want to work on my book, I don't even want to read! I just want to lay in bed all day, eat what ever I want, and I guess...fade away. Nothing in my life has changed this week except there is snow on the ground. My check this week is not going to be great but I already assumed that. I have healthy food to eat. I have plenty of water. I don't know what the problem is. I am happy for the most part...I guess. I just don't want to do anything.
It is like I am putting my life on hold. I know its not possible to stop life for a bit. No matter what I do it continues to go on weather I am present or not.
So, where did my motivation go? And how in the world am I going to get it back??
Until Tomorrow






